I always could never figure how you manage to change the outlook of my world

I could never be in your frame could i?

I LOVE YOU.

i see him from afar fish my way to him i hold
 the gaze i could hold for his face as i greeted him as i walked
 pass, he saw me as a man (i chuckle now but yeah its disheartening) and rightly so
 i didn't argue i simply can't...( that) but i did alarm or shift from that view point i walked
 away away from his vantage and could not adjust myself to his point of reference

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT FROM HIM.

 i circulated around his aura
 and could not stray from his radar i went
 far and away he spoke far and away but all i could do was linger
 in his dictates.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT FROM HIM.

 I have no compass to your stay and at the same time i do not want your stay.

 I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT FROM HIM.

 As i went to speak to him again i found out what i have been saying all along
 "I don't know what to say to him"

i love him and i could never say it
i want him i could never admit it but to say "WANNA FUCK" is a salute i took to RAPTURE AND PASSION.

Do you hear voices? Asks the nurse!

Where are the voices
where are the ghosts of night visits
the ghosts who at all times pace within me at night to take the custody of my consciousness

She hid herself from sight as if to PASSAGE THEIR CALL

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