Adultery

When you touch those other women
When you touch breast but aren't mine
When you touch hips but aren't mine
Touch lips but aren't mine
When you caress but its not me
Don't you know you are at dangers playground
Don't you know when you dally with somebody not me you risk all that we have erected and built together.

It doesn't just break what we have it puts a block on emotional connectiveness we have because you are so guilt ridden you are incapable to love properly.
You cannot fully feel functionally.
Your emotions towards me and everything pertaining to me not just us malfunctions

The little moments we could so freely share are swallowed up in guilt and dissolved in pretense cause you are trying to hide what you cannot.
And not just that it leaves you weak, the weakness you fell into and did is the same weakness that keeps you weak because you CHOOSE not to resist.
The more you do it the more its hard to say NO


You are risking everything when you touch things that aren't mine.

The Fault

The confusion, the lackness,the total voidness of it all
Its not you my lover it's...it's not you my focused love
its not you
its us. Its you and me. Its us
We are incapable, in what yet...i do not know

We find fault in our space fault in our sorrounding
There is constant fault,fault in our vicinity,I do not know what the feud is about all that i know is that its there, and the fault is in ourselves

Its not possession,what we have or do not have
Its who we are,the make -up of our being and selves. The problem is at the root...THE HEART.
There is a clash a clash occuring against everything we are trying to erect together
Things i want to love yet the thing with love is...you can't give it away unless you have it and how can i have it unless i have recieved it and how can i recieve it unless someone gives it to me...and yes you say you love me...yet this love that you give does not fill this thing and effects emotions and doesn't go any further.

Its your weakness and my weakness when they come together they form the disasterous and desperate filled existence in which we now live.
Constantly wanting yet not knowing what.
Constantly yearning but not being filled.

This life is lacking in our inability to fill it with what we are not.
What we need is not found in us filling each other.
Its not in another human...i know this i've been around humans all my life.
What we need is not what we can manufacture.
This dissatisfaction on this space within and without is something nothing or no one can fill or else there is something or someone i do not know?
We need more than what we've been told to build a life!






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