Leaving in order to stay

I am not letting you go I am actually holding on to you


Its in the absence of things that I find I can actually hold on to you


I am letting go of all else and holding on to you but its only in letting go that I am actually holding on


I haven’t actually resolute what I mean yet I know that letting it go I will get to hold on to it


Maybe... its if u love something you will let it go yet what I let go there is a possibility that it might not come back so then maybe if it does than it was really mine to begin with


I am letting go yet as I let go I am holding on.

Did it.

There I did it, its done
Its passed its finished its complete

Move pass it I can not and don’t ask me to .

i loved you

I loved you …you loved me
I hurt you… you left me
You left and I carried on and acceptly letted you go
We met again and again you still held a place
I have learned to let you go and I have yet you are stronger in me than ever
You are present in me strongly I don’t want you back and I don’t need closure
Oh I don’t know seeing you again made me oh I don’t know
It just, we just, it was, you were, I was, it… just, it was … seeing you was good
I missed you but I don’t know what place you should hold in my life
I let you go and I’ll see you when… , oh I don’t know……it was good to see you.

Your Fullwrap

Console me make it better make it go away

Let me lie in your embrace and not have to face it again let me be the thing you hold most dear

Make it go away take it away from me

Take me in your arms and let me be sorrounded by the reality of you and the strenght you hold in my weaknesses

Make it better make it flee

I want to stop I want more than what is yet it won’t seem to go away

I lie waiting and desiring for change yet there is just an emptiness in the things that aren’t being all there is

So sorround me with the reality that you are and make it go away

I am so phased so disturbed yet you you make me escape when I am in your fullwrap

So then we met after,and you touch me and it was still there still present

I knew this but when you touched me I was refreshed on it

Your hand on me and your touch careesing me without intention

The intention of what I knew you so well for

Intention of what I have been struggling to move pass

The intention of what many of our nights were filled with
Days to no end. My companion who is no more

Letting go that’s not present yet,releasing you not checked

I wish I could quit you.

The art of giving now is the time!

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Oh God....!

I love u but i love me mo

I love you yet I love me more

Its not that I want solitude I just cope better with it

Its not that I don’t want your security I’d rather provide my own

Its not that I don’t want guardian yet I feel better looking after my own possession

Its not that you wouldn’t suffice I choose not to let you in me that way or to that extent,true you could do yet I can’t do without me being able to find pleasure in what makes me in that moment

Its not that I wanted you out its just that I can’t let you in on the terms set by
convention and if we try my terms hurting you would be a pain worse than letting you go

Its not that I am not choosing you well I am not but I am choosing for you a life that will be a better suit for you

Its not that you deny me its what I am denied at your being in me

Its not that I have nothing to give I am capable of emotion yet I give on my terms and on my points of highness I can give yet I give in the place of best convention

So I might end up what you think I will end up as yet for me its better than being what I can’t cope being its better than being in a place of limbo because you choose not to I love you yet I love me more I love and I will not break me intetionally and the things I provide myself will continue that consitency and its not hurt I fear yet it’s loosing me I can’t stand call it selfishness call it emptiness I call it my turn to survive and keep alive what I need the most…me.

I love you truly I do yet I love me intensily more.

She laughed!.

Undi...

Oh how you u make me you surround me with you and make me all I am I have nothing without you you are the addition in my life I need I am eternally yours and when we are kept apart we remain together because our hearts are bound forever you are the answer to the question my lips hold and have made me the person I want to wake up being I need you most desperately I have you in my mind in my heart in my soul in me and all my members I have and feel nothing but love for you you are my shout and greatest moment of laughter I have all beacause I have you.