letting go

We were and now we are not the thing is not that I do not love you the pieces fit together yet they just seem misplaced the thing is not that we do not love each other we do its just that I cannot do this anymore I am trying to figure out what exactly it is that has us in this position I have been with you forever and its just not right anymore I just cant do this it’s not loving each other that’s the problem like I said that’s okay yet its just that we are not in a place that suits us both you say this and I fell well yeah as it should that should be a given that should be uninterrupted that doesn’t need translation and you think your extremities are my exaggeration yet the thing is you are not seeing what I want you to see anymore the quick glances of appreciation are not there anymore you are missing the detail you are not paying attention to the minute you are seeing the painting from afar and you are not appreciating the delicate parts that make it what it is it s not me being what you can’t handle its me being the thing that need s your most regard you have become unbridled with me and and in that you have lost the concentrated attention-… you know what I got it we… got familiar we have been in each others lives that the other is missing and not handling with care others most basic needs and we are in a place where we are not in hold of one another’s emotion we are becoming unattended and disregarded we are un-attuned to the other the sounds were are making are bouncing off there is no soak anymore we are just in an ongoing meeting of casual familiarity there is just an unexplainable missing something the part where we are enamored with each other that our feelings carry us is over, its.… I don’t know maybe it s me or it s you or its you and me yet whatever its not working so then I think we should part and the time we spent together is not wasted its just in memorabilia of what we will always hold sacred in our hearts….us.