Monday, November 23, 2009

Adultery

When you touch those other women
When you touch breast but aren't mine
When you touch hips but aren't mine
Touch lips but aren't mine
When you caress but its not me
Don't you know you are at dangers playground
Don't you know when you dally with somebody not me you risk all that we have erected and built together.

It doesn't just break what we have it puts a block on emotional connectiveness we have because you are so guilt ridden you are incapable to love properly.
You cannot fully feel functionally.
Your emotions towards me and everything pertaining to me not just us malfunctions

The little moments we could so freely share are swallowed up in guilt and dissolved in pretense cause you are trying to hide what you cannot.
And not just that it leaves you weak, the weakness you fell into and did is the same weakness that keeps you weak because you CHOOSE not to resist.
The more you do it the more its hard to say NO


You are risking everything when you touch things that aren't mine.

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