Don't mistake it.

Okay so here we are in this place and time and moment and this decision which needs to be made before us is inevitable, you are to me my most want and most never get so here we are at the place of decision a place of momentous resolutions and I hope that all that you have come to be will be all that I have come to embrace. I am going out of my mind trying to fix that which has been broken so - I m letting things go and releasing what I cannot change, so till we solve this thing called u and me, I think its best we come to a separate turn because I cannot and will not tolerate this tumult. I am unsettled and need you to be the thing that winds me down yet if you cannot provide that source I will not break and I will not cease to be, you use to have me at such a clutched grasp and... I was made certain to believe your absence is my non- exist yet this is my solve here is what needs to occur lets part ways understanding I had you and you had me and it was swell while it lasted but now its time for us to be without….do not mistake this for lack of love for you just think of it as maturity finding itself in me….love you yet can’t be with you .need… need you yet need to let you go more.