Bedazzled left in wonder I came to a conclusion that laughter and letting go are the release of what makes an effort to tear and take away, the sudden realisation that my life is a container of what I choose to pour in it makes me the one who either accepts or rejects what my heart takes in I have done..............................................................................................................................................

The part of separating that which pollutes and that which contaminates ,and the thought of being angry and bitter leaves me no choice but to let go and let live in farness the sight of what I have tried of walk away from. I am not addicted and have not been for a while I do not crave it doesn’t even enter my mind. The freedom of the unknown mixed with the fear is what life is about and I hope you don’t mind me saying this but I will have a fabulous life and it will include pain dissapointment anger jealousy and the things that try to cripple but you know what I have been taught how to live and let live by the expiriences not only in my life but in the life of those who are around and about me….Laugh my life is going to be fabulous yes it will