infused by the strain to act i lie in absolute wonder of what is to come
having that said what is to come is up to me to decide
decision...the absolute looseness of that
where does fate step in where does serendipity play a hand where does destiny intervene
yes decide to get up of bed but do i decide to go to a setting where a chance opportunity occurs and meet an indivisual to change the course of my life in a direction i want it to go... yes decide to drive to a meeting yet, decide? aswell to have a punctured tyre and miss an interview to which you absolutely have your hopes set on

Missed opportunities ,wasted times, unmet dreams, lives of vanity, followed dreams of no "success", feared paths, wrong final acts, missed planes... caught planes, must the end be...
"I am so rich yet i have nothing"
"I am so poor i wish i could be rich then i will have happiness"

Thats all we know

Decide? Really.....i wonder. Other hands are at play here.